I felt you Watching over me I'll see you in time That's a guarantee But I'm still scared Of coming face-to-face With where I'll be I'll haunt this place Like I'm bound and tethered Motivation weathered I stand here in place Yet expect this change Anxiety prone Fear of forever being alone I'm a walking paradox And a toxic man who just talks And I didn't answer when I heard her knock I heard her call to me And I felt the weight of her foot as she walked Her heartbeat inside my head The way her eyes moved through me A presence not quite alive, Not quite dead Her voice lingers here Echoing through the halls It permeates through the air And it covers the walls It leaves me weightless and sick I'm nothing and to that I shall return Broken breeds broken I don't think there are enough chances in the world for me to learn I'm shouting but for how long Screaming for only the air hear I hear my pulse radiate through my ears And I'll never quite be alive Because I'm made up of fear I've let it decide how to live my life I made my enemies a bed here