Thinking about them old days before I felt pain Before I learned that nothing ever stays the same It's been constant reminders that I've changed so much I gave all my love and it wasn't enough So what do I do when I can't even come around What do I do when I can't even make a sound My mind boggling I can't even think straight I've been up for three days tell me can you relate I was defeated 'fore I even tried And when I said I didn't love you girl you know that I lied I say a lot of dumb shit when I'm high But you know that them words they fucking ate me alive So tonight Let's pretend that everything's alright even tho it's not Wondering when will this stop 'cause I don't wanna feel this way (feel this way) I just wanna feel okay (feel okay) Thinking about them old days before I felt pain Before I learned that nothing ever stays the same It's been constant reminders that I've changed so much I gave all my love and it wasn't enough It wasn't enough Gave you all my love Wanted to give you the world Got my stomach in a whirl Play with my Heart Should've known from the start Girl, you played with my head Give a damn what you say It's not okay it's not fine Guess it was just a sign