I do my best to keep it cool
Take it one day at a time
She hates when I don't text her back
I've got a lot on my mind
Too much to drink too much to smoke
I need to be on my spine
Don't worry bout me I'm fine
In the meanwhile
I should probably think
About why I feel like I do
They say go see the shrink
But I know that it's all in my head
The television screen says it all
The rich just keep getting richer
We getting killed by the law
That's just wrong fuck that
Sorry that I keep it extra blunt
Yeah I'm a pot head I gotta keep an extra blunt, yeah
I might go psycho I know
It's just all a matter of time
Till I'm alone
It hurts
I miss the good old days
I wish that I could change it all
I miss the nights I spent my child hood
Fighting for the remote with my sister
We hardly talk anymore
I feel my heart start to sink as I think
Of people I grew to love
And how we grew apart
As I sit on the floor
Recalling what I'd forgotten
I do my best to be normal
But it don't work out too often
I know you think that I'm nothing
I know it sucks to be wrong
When everything's all said and done
Just don't act
Like you cared
When I'm gone
More often you ponder the harder within
Inside of me constantly starting again
I don't know why do I feel like I'm losing a friend
I can't explain it
The light shown traces of shadows creeping up on me
Memories that I hate 'til my thoughts begin to swallow me whole
I take one step in the right just to take double back
But I wouldn't trade it for nothing, nothing
I know I should
Know better here we go
Again it's all
My fault
I never should've let you in
I play pretend
I much prefer the real thing but
It's all the same
It's all the same
I know I should
Know better here we go
Again it's all
My fault
I never should've let you in
I smoke my brain
It's all the same
Until one day
When everything's not
How it was
When I'm gone
More often you ponder the harder within
Inside of me constantly starting again
I don't know why do I feel like I'm losing a friend
I can't explain it
The light shown traces of shadows creeping up on me
Memories that I hate 'til my thoughts begin to swallow me whole
I take one step in the right just to take double back
But I wouldn't trade it for nothing, nothing