Hiding in my feelings my mama knows I'm different No girlfriend I'm scared of the commitment It's the harm in me Do what they did to me Weep like a sink lil bitch Now you gon' feel my pain Centipede in my brain My hair colour done changed I don't wanna be like this like oh no I don't wanna feel like this Suffer in silence And my tooly gonna bang Fight it I'm trying You're gonna be alright Fight it I'm trying Stay strong show no pain Be there for you I can't fold origami Mean it I love you no this ain't a gimmick Tell me what's wrong and together we'll fix it I know what they did to you out on the field I know what he did to you no it ain't fair Breakin' the news and she breaks down on calls Fuck you to Luca you pussy no balls Hiding in my feelings my mama knows I'm different No girlfriend I'm scared of the commitment It's the harm in me Do what they did to me Weep like a sink lil bitch Now you gon' feel my pain Centipede in my brain My hair colour done changed I don't wanna be like this like oh no I don't wanna feel like this Z said that I could get better Can't let it happen to her I can't let it Every day I wake up think I got better Then it comes crashing down when I remember I'm all by myself Yeah I am all alone I can't trust no friends It's been fuck that hoe It's tragic, ain't gonna share the deets Say you a part of the team then you gon' steal my B (times three) Eating my scraps lil bitch Mid fings up it's fuck that bitch (no kizz) In the apocalypse, I wanna die in this bitch Mama and Papa, they think it's a joke Ask me what's wrong now that I'm grown Why didn't you ask when I was home? Where was you at when I was alone? Breaking her heart Comme de Garçon Writing this song realize I'm alone I ain't had nobody calling my phone When I needed help you motherfuckers was gone Now you all failed me sidelining my tragedy That's the harm in me I'm just tryna find family