I'm fucked up I'm to far gone
I can't seem to handle my anxiety
I'm messed up and all alone
I really struggle with sobriety
When you're all alone
No one answers their phone
I just choose to keep crying silently
When you're messed up and all alone
I'm just tryin to find a better side of me
When you're so fucked up that everyone around you
Just seems like the world is trying to drown you
Cut me into pieces
Tell me that I'm dreaming
You don't really gotta lie I know you plan on leaving
Try to find myself tonight
Pray to god I'll be alright
I'm used to being lonely
Wish somebody told me it's hard to say goodbye
Fucked up i'm to far gone
Messed up I'm on my own
Fucked up i'm to far gone
I'm messed up
I'm fucked up I'm to far gone
I can't seem to handle my anxiety
I'm messed up and all alone
I really struggle with sobriety
When you're all alone
No one answers their phone
I just choose to keep crying silently
When you're messed up and all alone
I'm just tryin to find a better side of me
It looks like I will never change
I know you think that I'm to blame
I hope you can see that I was trying
To show you all the feelings I had inside
I feel like it was always worth the fight
But I was killing myself every night
I sat and coped with alcohol
But now I'm getting love withdrawals
The pain has taken all its toll
It's too late I'm already gone
I'm fucked up I'm to far gone
I can't seem to handle my anxiety
I'm messed up and all alone
I really struggle with sobriety
When you're all alone
No one answers their phone
I just choose to keep crying silently
When you're messed up and all alone
I'm just tryin to find a better side of me