I been living my best life without you here But I still wonder What it could have been If you never disappeared Oh I'm so tragic (I'll paint a picture) Worth a thousand words (A mona lisa) That you still drag through the dirt Oh I'm still searching For my safe haven (A place where I go And wander alone Where my soul is) Far from oblivion (Just leave me be Among the trees Inner peace) Where my soul ain't dying Light my past ablaze Just admit that you couldn't make my dreams come true I'm so through with this So stop the pretending I didn't see this in my dreams It isn't what it seems Woah it isn't what it seems All I wanna do is shut up and grow up and grow out All I wanna do is profane on Stephanie Safe haven Where my soul can rest Away from your touch Away from your grasp Around my fucking neck Light my past ablaze Just admit that you couldn't make my dreams come true I'm so through with this So stop