(No drinks no drugs no cigarettes) (Bout your bullshit love) (No way to close my eyes and dream) (I'm tired of all this tragedy) I can't believe I took these drugs to ease my pain (What a way to end your story) Feed the cycle Buy more vials Spend my pay for the week (Too bad you can't afford the high) I never wanna see the light of day If it means that you're here inside my brain Watching over me like I'm some child you oversee (Just leave me alone) What a bitter death of ego now Leave it all in a mess Like you know how I hate myself for talking way too much I can't talk anymore I'm too fucked up Come see me next October When I'll then be sober Tryna fight when people think my life is over Start a whole new life Funny how I thought that you were right for me I'd rather die Than see you when I sleep I would rather die Than see you when I sleep Latenighttapes.