I remember years ago Across my street Cop sirens flashing lights It was hard to sleep A peaceful night Turned brutal suddenly How twisted can this fate be? I guess we'll see Finding peace In the silence of these bedsheets Forced out without a choice You cut me too deep I don't wanna waste my breath It feels petty Say you loved me Now you see me as an enemy Oh how short lies my breath Upon my vacant chest So much room inside But I can't stand the oxygen Your worth is to make me worthless Sorry to disappoint But that ain't working Bad habits seem to follow me Like a cloud A cloud that's dark And always rains when I am around I'm tryna claim my heart But it's not in the lost and found Maybe I'll never feel safe and sound I'm searchin for that safe haven Been a couple months But I'm still waitin I told you this takes time But you're impatient Now I love my life and it's amazing Another pill Another drink Another game to play It never ends The consequence Of falling in love with the pain Tell me what's my name again I'm in a different skin Walking about and trying so hard to fit in Tell me what is my problem? God tell me what is my problem? I know how to solve them But I keep on running into problems