Yeah I've been taking anything
Just to get back to sleep
Late nights I'm paralysed
When I see you in my dreams
Tryna keep my mind clean
But I misread
All of these people telling me
That I'm not gonna make my dreams come true
I drive in empty highways
Do this my way
It's my narrative
I don't care if it's cliche
All this time I'm writing down words
Hope it gets heard
But till then I'll just feel
The pain of your curse
Tell me now what's broken
I was moving in the moonlight
Dying any moment
I was destined on the cruel side
Can't give your life to me
Can't give my life to you
I take this endless life
I'll save my pain for you
Way down in the depths
Feeling like shit
Diazepam hits
But it then dips
I feel like I'm holding on
To what you said
Just like last year
I still feel better off dead
Late nights go by
I always unwind going for a drive
Next time babe just twist the knife
If you want me dead and out of your mind
But for now I know my worth
I use these songs to show my hurt
Let it out never reserve
I'm living the life that I deserve
All of those words you said
Burnt like cigarettes
The smoke never left my chest
Yeah I've been taking anything
Just to get back to sleep
Late nights I'm paralysed
When I see you in my dreams
Tryna keep my mind clean
But I misread
All of these people telling me
That I'm not gonna make my dreams true
I drive in empty highways
Do this my way
It's my narrative
I don't care if it's cliche
All this time I'm writing down words
Hope it gets heard
But till then I'll just feel the pain of your curse