I don't wanna know if you're Getting off with the boy next door But I'm just tryna earn what I work for Don't know what's in store Hopefully I'll tour And sell out shows like I used to pretend In my room when I was barely 10 But now there's no toys Only drinks and meds And a set of notes I use to try and vent (Moved on) from the past no mourning (Couple shots) got the day off rolling (Caffeine) makes the life less boring (Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning (Moved on) from the past no mourning (Couple shots) got the day off rolling (Caffeine) makes the life less boring (Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning I took a step back Far away from contact Took a flight back Tried so hard to relax Had to combat Anxiety attacks Gonna relapse Fade out on the Xanax Polyester dreams So fake it tears around the seams The mask you have is slipping off But I'm still me The truth it found a way just like I said so And now the best year of your life is out that window Stop playing pretend I heard that you lost all your friends Ain't that a coincidence? Karma's just around the bend (Moved on) from the past no mourning (Couple shots) get the day off rolling (Caffeine) makes the life less boring (Bitter taste) reminds me of that morning