Usually an optimist Still surprised I could not prepare for this Emotional apocalypse But i loose my breath time and time remembering I still have a photograph of you Next to the Bible you left me I still pray to heaven up above Hoping that maybe you'll hear me Halle-lujah Scream it in the bad times Louder in the dark nights Halle-lujah I'll keep on repeating Again again Thought id write a melody But it breaks my heart bringing up the memories When will i get over it Cause i loose my breath time to time remembering When i bring it up I get closer and closer When i lift it up I get closer to closure