I still run to you
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
And I still lie to you
Even though I know that's just not cool
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Cause my insecurities show
And I'm just tryna grow
So I don't blame you if you go
We only talk when I'm lonely
Cause my ass is controlling
Only showing you love in the times I need me a moment
Instead of coming in slowly, I ripped the brakes from my car
In a hope that we can collide and become a slogan
For the way it feels to be with you
Like a navy seal; I'd rather be alone, but have you still
That's how I feel
And how I deal with all this shit is how I heal from trauma from my past
But I ain't ask you to be my happy meal
I'm saying this
Cause I still run to you
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
And I still lie to you
Even though I know that's just not cool
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Cause my insecurities show
And I'm just tryna grow
So I don't blame you if you go
Every moment that you waited on me
You were open and were patient with me
But I was happy doing me and chasing all these other highs
Cause I had comfort that no matter what I'd do that you were always gon' be mine
But all the guilt I feel is now remorse
Cause even though we ride 'til we die, we shifted course
Seeing eye to eye wasn't hard, but it's important
If I ever gave you my heart, just know it's yours
Cause I still run to you
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
And I still lie to you
Even though I know that's just not cool
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Cause my insecurities show
And I'm just tryna grow
So I don't blame you if you go