If I could get all the time back that I wasted
I woulda been blown
If I ain't in they top rappers then let's face it
It's cus my skin tone
Now I put my all and then some
Watching your homies blow
Make you wanna go get it tenfold
I be needing time away
Even from my kinfolk
But I'll be right back for shit sho
Smokers circle steady puffin on that Indo
High enough to shake the homies hands that's been gone
And I'll be right back
High off contact like a zip phone
Junior high flippin' off a flip phone
Selling trap phones off my big bro
Bustin' backflips off gazebos
Got bitches begging me to bust in all 3 holes
Before she called me 24
She called me Lindo
I can't trust a bitch they all shaky like a free throw
2K fans and it's only been a year hoe
By next year I'll be in my own league though
They say the more money, more problems
Tell that to the man that's dead broke and steady starving
I take these hard hits to the chin
And charge it to the cartridge
Blowing on a candle
Wishing on a star it's
All goin get better
I been a trend setter
Settin' trends to make amends
These demons I hope to get rid of
And if I get that feeling
That I won't make it home
I call my momma phone let her know
I'll see you when I see you
Swear it's a cold world
And I ain't need J Cole word
But I know when he hear this he goin'
Feel the change in weather
I'm more than heating up
I'm satan home if he ain't pay the AC bill in long
I gotta fire deep inside me I cannot control
I know everybody gotta side they wish to not show
But i'm scared to show mine and lose a part of my soul
Don't wanna have to lose my soul
I just hope I make it through
I just wanna get from inside my head
I don't wanna put my all and fail again
I just need someone I can call on to
I just need a sign that i'm goin be okay
I don't wanna bother you
I remember hoping I could just be dead
I just wanna get from inside my head
I just hope I make it through
I just wanna get from inside my head
I don't wanna put my all and fail again
I just need someone I can call on to
I just need a sign that i'm goin be okay
I don't wanna bother you
I remember hoping I could just be dead
I just wanna get from inside my head