Thinking if I called back
Would you pick up now
Cuz lately I been low down in this fucked up sound
Yea time stopped for a bit when I heard that you died
Took a day to register these thoughts is fresh in my mind
It was yo time, but after I been so damn hurt
Was hoping that it was a dream and you were back on this earth
I couldn't sleep last night, felt like I disconnected
Mind is constantly a mess and I've been feeling so reckless
I cannot take any for granted
All the time that you spent
Cuz you done made me and brother into something to miss
You'd wake up fucked up, knees hurt, ready to work
No matter what stepped in yo way
You wouldn't stop till the dirt and that's real
And I can't even make no excuses
Put 1000% into this music shit it's my future
Already know that when you're gone you're always by my side
An inspiration and an everlasting thought in my mind
Shit ain't artificial
I keep my family by my side
Stay faithful with my pride
I trust decisions from the ones who keep me living a full life
I'm trynna learn from mistakes
My parents, they guide the way
I trust my mom, I trust my dad
We gon' make it through this day
Whatchu know about that
Whatchu know about facts
I got a family I got friends and they ain't fallin' for life's trap
Yeah we struggle to go on
Me and Nokris, we write these songs
To illustrate the things in our life when things even go wrong
This ain't artificial it comes straight from above
These niggas fakin' they whole life they really need some love
Why you cappin' in the streets like you ain't growin' up
You got loved ones to take care so go ahead and buckle up
You got that dough
You got that flow
But your parents still sleepin' on the floor
So set yourself apart and go ahead and show em' that you're really grown
Be thankful for whatchu got 'cause you won't sense a thing
Until it's just really truly gone, truly gone