I'm counting the days Since my brains went dead Led to gruesome fate What to do I have to lose Confined in the walls of my breathing Washing down the hate I'm praying now for a world wiped clean Artificial, I'm made to feel I can't escape Bleeding me dry and left to suffer Control the urge, nothing can stop me But it's everything that you have ever wanted Look me in the eyes and tell me we're free You can't take it back And I've had enough Watch your back, slit your throat like the dead weight I know the slates been wiped clean I know you're hurt So do your worst Scattering amongst the ground like rats Scurrying trying to find something to counteract The pain is burning it's hole The face of death haunts me in my sleep Hold me close even if it's only for a day You're in good hands I know this all just fantasy oh So when can I expect to feel I'm tired of living in a nightmare The hand I've dealt is fucked But I'm counting the days Since my brains went dead Led to gruesome fate What to do I have to lose Confined in the walls of my breathing Washing down the hate I'm praying now for a world wiped clean Artificial, I'm made to feel I can't escape You don't have what it takes to survive In endless pain You come slithering back I know it's come it's time to pay for your spineless feelings Before, they all become smart to all behind the meaning Fly through the voids of darkness As we hear the whisper of a thousand cries Love is only complete when blessed by death