Thoughts up in my head if I'm a get it right
Can't take back the things I said cause I don't care to fight
Looking back to see and honestly I'm terrified
Now I'm wishing I was sober
Praying for some closure
Won't you just leave me alone
(You said it'd be better when I'm gone yeah)
Why don't you say you were wrong
(I won't keep holding my breath nah)
Pictures deleted
It wasn't all that I needed
You know that I had a feeling
That this would never be the same nah
Never wanted to see it
You know I couldn't believe it
You had a hunger you're feeding
And I don't wanna play that game nah
Thrown to the side
It was yours to decide
I was broken inside
But you never shed a tear
Hope in the sky
You were holding this guy
I don't know what to think
What to say
What to do nah
Thoughts up in my head if I'm a get it right
Can't take back the things I said cause I don't care to fight
Looking back to see and honestly I'm terrified
Now I'm wishing I was sober
Praying for some closure
Why'd you have to go
Tell me where it all ends
I thought you were my home
Now I live in silence
Walking all alone
Without you I'm mindless
Hanging up the phone
Waiting for the sirens
Why did it have to get this far
All alone with the keys in a running car
Thinking bout everything lost so far
I know it's mediocre but I'm dying when I'm sober ooh
I know you said it's over but I'm down to take it slower ooh
I don't think you would say the same
Feeling like I'm broken for the thousand fucking time now
I feel like I'm hoping for another fucking life now
Tell me I'm important baby please don't change your mind now
Hopeless prodigy
Misery's a part of me
My body keeps on going
But my heart is turning cold
Reaching for a sign I go against what I've been told
Standing in the dark I think I finally feel at home
Staring at a mirror just so I don't feel alone
Where did everybody go they told me they would stay
Guess that one's on me cause I believed in what they say
Now I got a reason just to get the fuck away
Keep on moving forward in this life I cannot stay
All these years down the drain that I'm never getting back
Don't save me
Thoughts up in my head if I'm a get it right
Can't take back the things I said cause I don't care to fight
Looking back to see and honestly I'm terrified
Now I'm wishing I was sober
Praying for some closure
Won't you just leave me alone
(You said it'd be better when I'm gone yeah)
Why don't you say you were wrong
(I won't keep holding my breath nah)