I hate being alive
I'm so fucked up, kept up at night
All these problems that l can't survive
And why should I?
Why should I?
Yeah, I don't ever want your help
Why would I need it? I can hurt myself
I'm so defeated, think I'm gonna melt
I'm lost in hell
You must be Lucifer
Told me that you love me but I don't believe an ounce of it
Got the ground above me, guess I just needed more counseling
Told me that you love me as your drowning out my floundering
I think it's kinda funny when I looked for you I found nothing
Looked for you and found
Looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
Looked for you and I found nothing
Looked for you and found
Looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
Looked for you and I found nothing
Looked for you and I found nothing
Something time will never heal
These dreams I had were never real
I picked my poison, broke the seal
Be using til I never feel, yeah
I hate being alive
I'm so fucked up, kept up at night
All these problems that l can't survive
And why should I?
Why should I?
Yeah, I don't ever want your help
Why would I need it? I can hurt myself
I'm so defeated, think I'm gonna melt
I'm lost in hell
You must be Lucifer
Told me that you love me but I don't believe in fairy tales
Got the ground above me, why's this coffin got so many nails?
Said you love me for a second it meant everything
I think it's kinda funny when I looked for you and found nothing
Looked for you and found
Looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
Looked for you and I found nothing
Looked for you and found
Looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
Looked for you and I found nothing