Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury Sucking on lead All out of flinstones Taking kill pills instead Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury I sprouted these roots Keep me grounded in bed Did it all by the book How am I not dead Sipping on Mercury While I space to Rings of Saturn Burning moon rocks with the sun Til I can't repeat the pattern I was toasting with the stars Totally fine with all the hazards Yet my biggest mistake so far Was ever believing that I even mattered Sipping on Mercury While I'm sucking on some lead Gotta leave earth urgently But I can't seem to get out of bed There goes the clock I'll just pretend I never heard it I wished these walls could talk My wish came true, they said I'm worthless Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury Sucking on lead All out of flinstones Taking kill pills instead Been sipping on Mercury Been sipping on Mercury I sprouted these roots Keep me grounded in bed Did it all by the book How am I not dead Never as planned Rapidly crash land Blow my brains through my cranium Breaking down, I really needed break throughs (Never as planned) Take me out cuz I'm way too afraid to (Rapidly crash land) Breaking down, I just can't seem to grow strong I haven't felt love for myself in so long I can't tell but this might be my last song