Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist
All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end
Body to hang lifeless
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance
No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress
It's okay... the need to die!
Can you see with the blood in your eyes?
We are all fucked... the time is passing us by
Can you see with the blood in your eyes?
We are all fucked
The flesh we wear, the blood we cry is all known to be a lie.
Unheard prayer to the sky, before this final goodbye
Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist
All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end
Body to hang lifeless
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance
No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress
Buried under earth so wretched
Decrepit from your years of poison
Praised by the ever hungry worms
'Til all that's left is this hell
Bury me
Decomposing, your evil unfolding
Bury me, blood on your hands, you'll never be free
I feel your fear to face the darkness within
Cling to this dissociation
There never was a means of revival
No soul to witness your wrath
Ruthless undertaking
The blood is on your hands
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head
Into my head. Into my head. Into my fucking head, until I'm fucking dead
When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head
One by one, until I'm fucking dead
All I seek is timeless sleep
This is how things were meant to be for when I'm gone
And to the loved ones that might miss me when I'm gone
I've been waiting
I've been waiting to die for far too long!