We spent a long time talking on the phone last night and it's a drag
That you feel bad about the things you said to hurt me
I know it's been a long time coming so I thought I'd just start running now
And I hope that we can make up or something
So tell me whose to blame
I know it's me but I don't want you to tell me the same
So stay inside your head
And I'll put up my walls instead and think of things to say
The next time someone asks me to explain why I've been acting like a
Fuck up, good luck
There's no use just giving up
On you but say please
Even though it's not the first time
You left me waiting
Thinking I still want you to be my friend
Pretend, you'll see
I told you we'd always be friends but that's a lie
It hasn't aged that well but hey, neither have I
So tell me how'd you handle holding all that spite
I'm gonna hate remembering all of our good times
And it's a shame
I know you hate yourself and I hope that it starts to change
Your reflection is screaming and you can't even hear
So don't come asking me to fix your problems
When you never listen 'cause it's
All gone to waste
Washed it all down the drain
Spit shine, clean slate
And I hope you find what you're looking for
It's not here, don't fear
I hope that's all crystal clear
You'll see
You'll see
I've been saying
I hate to leave you waiting
But looks like you're on your own
You're on your own
You're on your own