My mind distraught
My spirits low
But still I'm high as ever
My soul intact, I got it back
The devil not too clever
This vixen had me tethered, to her flesh
Like since I met her
My all inside the wax
That sealed the pain, I hid in letters
This guilt I feel when backing down
On days I could do better
I watched my joy wash down the drain
From all this stormy weather
& Some things not meant to fix
We just ain't no better
Hard to love when I'm not whole
I pulled me back together
But now I'm lost & I'm alone
Not sober through the solace
But it's just weed inside my bones
Those pills get sold for profit
But you won't miss me like I miss you
More to me than bones & tissue
It's way beyond your living form
Still praise her spectral visual
What is life without addiction?
What is love without these problems?
Just some shit not meant for me
If it was then we could solve em
But you won't miss me like I
But you won't miss me like I
But you won't miss me like I miss you
More to me than bones & tissue
It's way beyond your living form
Still praise her spectral visual
What is life without addiction?
What is love without these problems?
Just some shit not meant for me
If it was then we could solve em
If it was then we could solve em
(Fuck, I hope you hear me)
When the love too pure
I can't feel your hate
When the drugs too pure
I can't feel my face
When my heart turn cold
& My lungs turn black
All my lies been white
I can't save no-face
When the sky turns grey
& The sun don't shine
I'll be right here high, acting like I'm fine
Shit, but you know that already
Prepared for the war, what I bring with me deadly
Prepare for the storm
But I trudge through the flood
My mama ain't leave me, she still in my blood
I know I'm not perfect the way that I was
I know I'm not perfect the way that I am
Know I was bitter & blaming the drugs
Lately been bitter & ducking the fam
But you won't (ayy, shit)
But you won't (ayy, shit)
But you won't miss me like I miss you
More to me than bones & tissue
Still praise her spectral visual
What is life without addiction?
What is love without these problems?
Just some shit not meant for me
If it was then we could solve em
But you won't miss me like I
But you won't miss me like I
But you won't miss me like I miss you