I never should've taken a new love to an old place I thought maybe I could fill up old thoughts with a new face Never sure if this medicine is curing or numbing my pain How can the city seem so different when we're the only thing that's changed I never should have taken all those steps that I can't retrace I thought maybe I could run away from facts like you wanted me erased Now I'm sitting in this tub wondering if I should just slit my veins Cut my arm down the road and let the water pull my blood through the drain No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost I feel so lost in the open Loading a shell for my sanity Kobain cataclysmic mental status Not safe for contact or consuming I start to see her when my worlds fading The best part of my life is sleep So don't ask me if I care about you Would a lion ever love a sheep No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost No you'll never be what I lost What I lost